I’m back

After a month hiatus, I think I am ready to start again.

38 of 72

So I totally neglected the past week for myself. I have been binging on WoW for most of that time. For that I feel disappointed that I lost sight of my goals so easily. It’s been about a week since I have fallen off the wagon. I have yet to see any great changes on the scale towards regression which I am thankful for.

However, I really need to start up again before I cast this way of life for good. 

I have my road test tomorrow, and my QA tester job interview the following day. I have a terrible haircut, and I am not as prepared as I want to be for either event.

Things I Should Do Today Soon For My Future Self:

1. Exercise

2. Eat Right

3. Go to bed early

4. Review that resume

Day 32 of 72

We are fast approaching the half-way point! I am letting my goals stagnate a little bit. I’ve decided today to pick right back up from where I started. It’s time to work just as hard, if not harder, than before. I’m dead serious guy, we cannot risk to put all that weight back on, and undo a whole month’s worth of work..

I have to make things right again. One step at a time.

Work out every morning, no exceptions

eat right everyday, no excuses

C’mon dude just a little bit more.

31 of 72

I fudged up my phone interview :( I probably wouldn’t have made it past the 2nd round anyways.. I have another ‘view lined up for a QA tester for Activision. Honestly, I would rather have that job than be a desk monkey. Time to look for jobs again.. 

Lately have been getting side tracked, although I’ve been physical active everyday. I need to refresh my recourse on how to go about acing my next interview..

30 of 72!

I hit a new low weight: 207.2 lbs. That translates to me losing about 5-6 pounds since the beginning of June!!!! I’m so psyched!!

I also got word back from the job I applied to. I’m getting a phone interview tomorrow at 2:00 PM. I’m so excited!!! HOLY SHIT IS EVERYTHING WORKING OUT FOR ME THIS TIME?? Crosses fingers. Please God.

28 of 72

Today will be sort of a reset day for me I think. I drove for 2 and a half hours, and I only fucked up a couple of times. I think I’ll get my license on the 9th! Last night I didn’t sleep much, because I was busy worrying ‘bout the future again. I have to take things slowly. I plan on making a really good resume and cover letter so I can get paid more than minimum wage. July will be the month of job hunting, creative writing, etc. 

Ever since that log day about 5 days ago I haven’t been able to budge my weight, although I feel just as lean as before. I think it will start slipping again once I start Phase 2 of P90X. Which Will Be Tomorrow. In other news, I hit 90 on my priest and I feel the parallels between gearing up in that game vs gearing up in real life haha. I’m trying to skip all the useless content so I can start raiding asap, jUST LIKE REAL LIFe.

28 of 72

Well these past few days have been pretty shitty for me. I’m stressing out for no reason, and my progress seems to have stalled a bit.

I went out driving for a bit today, got turns on lock.

I dwell on things too much still. My heart aches for no fucking reason at all. BAH

Oh I did some HIIT and yoga that made me feel better.

"Oh my God, what if you wake up some day, and you’re 65, or 75, and you never got your memoir or novel written; or you didn’t go swimming in warm pools and oceans all those years because your thighs were jiggly and you had a nice big comfortable tummy; or you were just so strung out on perfectionism and people-pleasing that you forgot to have a big juicy creative life, of imagination and radical silliness and staring off into space like when you were a kid? It’s going to break your heart. Don’t let this happen."
— Anne Lamott  (via sundaysmuse)

(Source: jerfreyy, via self-confitence)